Seeing the PV, I felt overwhelmed by this awe-struck feeling hitting me like BAM!
The best of the PV is really seeing them together again. I miss them so much.. and BLESS create such an uplifting mood as well. *floating in the air* Even Ken's hair seems to agree with me. His hair kinda WHOOSH~~ ala hair commercial billowing effect.

There is still one question I need to ask: How many variations of that Alexander McQueen scarves do Tetsu..ya have?? (Still not used to calling him Tetsuya)

Now, I am finally going to sleep peacefully.



I pity hyde's hair. It looks so painfully pinned up. It is already short enough to stick at every conner, why do you clip it?!!
Yukihiro= walking skeleton. Please eat.. >__<
Ken, stop sexin Tamori!! XD
I want Tetsu's scarf. All of his scarfs..

EDIT: The time seems to have halted and we are back in 2007's Theater of Kiss. Or at least it seems so to me.. with the ToK-ish background and cheery Santas replacing bunnies and scary ringmaster.

Is this the super duper exclusive book by tetsu about L'arc~en~Ciel as mentioned in Music Japan+?? ----->http://musicjapanplus.jp/news/?&action=detail&news_id=3667

I was salivating over the promise written in Music Japan+. So I have been researching about Paypal a little (...until I remember that I forgot my bank acc ID *smack head*). It is like one of those things that you know you should not get by logic but the temptation is too great.. My parents are gonna make a meat stew out of me if I do any more online purchase. *whimpers*
I ARE NO SCARE!!

And what is this that I read about... Surgery to change the tongue to speak better Engrish and changing the palm line??? WTF!!
I stutter and stammers myself and my voice is my biggest insecurity but I would never, ever spend my precious, lovely monies on this fuckery!! *shudders* They should just invest their money on my spending, I would gladly accept it.

I have never felt this giddy, fanatic happiness for a long time. L'Arc~en~Ciel, you have BLESS my life once again!! I want to just die at this moment and never live again. No! I don't want to die, I'm too young to die!!! Ok, this is the song that should be played during my funeral. I have decided! But yes, I'm in love again!!

I like that hyde's hair has sort-of gone back to the late 90's.


He looks clean with the dashing maturity charm; a complete makeover from VAMPS' image.
I think the hair is a good sign that laruku will be fully active next year onwards, leading to 2011?? *twirls happily*

( A slacker's life: One Piece, Chinese films, etc. )
Oh, noes! Am I fan-crazy over a movie??
I also like HK film, Accident. One of the better HK film of the year.

I was talking to my Chinese teacher about the 9 tailed fox demon legend and so told me there is a local myth on.. BANANA DEMON!! O_______O
Apparently if you tie a string to a banana tree and link it to your toe or something, banana demon will cum haunt you at night! The perv in me was cackling like a mad woman at the suggestive context.
In another alternative, I also imagine Tetsu pop up in front of me genki-ly asking, "Do you want my banana?!!" ...Tetsu, my fairy god-BANANA-mother.

My amusing streak of luck with technology continues.. Let me do this the Fmylife style:
Today is my assignment submission day. Previously, I had to re-do it after my thumbdrive got infected by virus. I found out this morning that I lost my thumbdrive and my laptop is infected by virus. FML

Me: I plan on working about Myanmar/Burma.
Me: ..but I can't find much concrete information on it.
Lecturer: You could try working on Sri Lanka instead.

-Yesterday-

Lecturer: So what country are you working on?
Me: Sri Lanka
Lecturer: *eyes shine brightly* REALLY?
Lecturer: I'm a Tamil Sri Lankan
Me: O_____________O
Lecturer: I'm happy that you are doing on Sri Lanka. It is interesting to read from a Chinese's point of view
Me: So... if I do any mistake.........
Lecturer: I know Sri Lanka from the back of my hand!
Me: *faints*

WHY AREN'T THERE ANY LIVES OF DEEP RED??? Grr.. Not so ironically, my attempt to DIY red dye didn't work out. My hair is still as black as before.. curse you! I was having such a good feeling with the dye code as '666'.

Ironically I have Carly Simon's song stuck in my head right now...
O____________O
( I bet you think this song is about you~~ )

Men+legging, killer or lady-killer?


I do not know what to think bout it yet but I certainly do not want to see guys in fitting, long tops and just leggings. Totally do not want to see the bulge man.... I would rather poke my eyes out.
Speaking of which.. I kept on seeing this one guy in really reeeeally tight skinny jeans of various colors with chopstick legs randomly last year. I just realize recently that he is a friend's friend. I was thinking,"Duuuuuude.. those jeans aren't made for walking."

Dear Burma/Myanmar,

I don't want to read about you anymore. You are so depressing and I am so at lost at how to link cultural differences that affects justice understanding. After 6 pieces of sushi and a huge helping of tiramisu, you are still depressing.

I will the cycle of procrastination all over again by re-watching laruku's past lives over and over again.

Fireworks at 5am... and at every minutes and seconds of the day for the past 5 DAYS!!! ARRRRRGHHH!!!! I WANT TO SHOVE THE FIREWORKS UP THEIR ASSESS AND LIT IT OFF!!! So irritating; that and the thumping sound of my sister dancing/hopping in her room. How did they manage to obtain such limitless amount of fireworks? Isn't it supposedly illegal in this country? GRRR!! Assignment, annoyance, deadlines, lack of sleep and period is a hellish concoction. Now there is even a pimple smiling out of my skin, a rarity. Time to harvest the tomato soon.

I have been having itchy pangs of writing on blogs again lately, not something I foresee when I deleted my blog many months back. I feel so uncomfortable about people in my personal life seeing what I wrote and bares in blogs so when the list of friends linking increase, I just lost my desire. Rather than creating a new blog again, I might as well just make use of my barely-there-at-all LJ account. I feel like I get to be more in control to pent and rant freely with nobody knowing me here. WAHAHAHA!!! Bow before me, ye ghostly audience!

I might have some hormonal imbalance since that I was 2 months late on my period. It is as if the blissful delay of 2 months came to hunt me with a blowing KA-BOOM! of massive pain. I have missed all the movies I want to watch due to ASS-ignments ;______;
Come to think of it, I might have chosen a wrong course. I'm dealing badly with every Communication-based subjects but am liking unrelated subjects such as Global Politics. Well, it is too expensive to backtrack or regret now so I'll just sashay my ass through it.

Dad: Hmm.. That girl looks like a man and sounds like one....She is a bisexual.
Me: @__________@
Me: Err... I don't think bisexuality means that way...?
Dad: Of course I'm right! A person with male and female characteristics are bisexuals.
Me: ......

Thank god I skip the birds and the bees talk.

I might be banned from getting DVDs, etc from now onwards...
By now, I have reach the point of feeling indifferent.
All I want to do is to thank everyone and everything that helped made this happen.
I have a rebellious streak. I will continue to find ways, don't care.

Am I the only one to think that when I see this...



THIS automatically enters my mind?!!


or a more beefy version


...Please don't be a beefcake, Lee Hom. XD

Like a wise sage (OH!Hohohoho) I predicted that rain will hit the F1 one circuit. ...Or did I curse it? Anyway, it is easily predictable since I have been drenched constantly for the last couple of days. I also predictable plenty of cars banging/humping each other like Manaco's races scene.. but that didn't happen despite the low visibility. *le sigh*

Must be quite a bummer to those who went to see.
It's expensive, wet/drenched, and the race was cut short.

Some of the best moments:

Felipe Massa's horror movie reaction
Massa: I can't see anything!! I CAN'T SEE ANYTHING!!! I CAN'T SEEE ANYTHIINGG!!!!
Someone: Calm down, Felipe. Calm down!!

A bunch of cars spinning like a gasing, one after another. It's like 'take a number and wait for your turn to spin the car'.

Random people making the best of the muddy condition and slides down the hill. 'Ouch!' to the bum.

Me: Who is that fat guy over there, as round as a ball? *squint eye*
Commentator: ..and that is the newly elected Prime Minister...
Me: Oh.

Jenson Button!! Hot! *fans self*
(Life is unpredictable. He was nearly jobless and there he is, finally got his chance to shine)

AND

*turns into a puddle of icky goo*
(thankfully Miya's pointy hair didn't stab him. XD ok.. it's not that pointy)

Why do I like L'Arc~en~Ciel?
There are some much that I can explain that I can't explain at all.

I would say that they inspire me. They are not those pristine clean people, nor the type with the huge personality bursting out. Out of the stage, they may seem like boring people, being serious and men of few words. Sometimes, some of them are socially awkward and yes, they are very ghey. I can never forget those visually scarring moments such as Ken's orange lipstick. But as I get know them - no, I can't say that I know them; as I have seen more of them, somehow I appreciate all of these moments. It is a part of them and defines them, I think. Their dorkiness are just epic-ly mesmerizing.

They are not the most AH-mazing band, nor the most original nor anything. I like that they don't fit anywhere. Some people say that they are more pop than rock, some says that they are/were visual or maybe they are too commercialized or boring or overrated. The cliche criticisms can go on and on. I think is that they have taken a lot of shit and they totally worked to get to where they are now. Watching their concert, I always think that they have really work bloody hard.

They may be one of the most constantly inactive popular band in Japan now, I don't know. Personally, I don't think I can live or work with the same people for so many number of years without being tired or saying, "GTFO!!". Maybe that's just me.. What I'm trying to say is that they deserve trying their hands on things out of laruku. It is really easy to get disillusioned when you stay with one thing for such a long time. They don't owe the fans and don't have to tie themselves to the band. Some fans may drift away and new ones will come in but those who used to like them will not forget them. I can't even tell how long I will like them. They may not be as hugely popular as they used to but whenever the name 'L'Arc~en~Ciel' is around, there will always be audience.

If I could, I would go on about each of the members but it would be too much.
I really love that they are in control of their work. Actually, L'Arc~en~Ciek in general. I'm am not the biggest fan nor a dedicated one. It may be silly to say this, but L'Arc~en~Ciel has affected me so much more than I am comfortable to say. Sometimes when someone threw an off-handed comment about them, I would get upset. It's silly! I'm worse than a lovelorn girl but that's what being a fan is, I guess.

OMG.. Stress has made me so emo. DON'T TELL THIS TO ANYONE, BEGONIA!! NOT A WORD OR I'LL CHOP YOU INTO 18 PIECES!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!! DIE DIE DIE!!! Bloody monologue! Bloody English!!! BLOODY EVERYTHING!! *vomits blood* *stabbing self to death with pen* *screams at laptop* Slam head. Slam head. Slam head.

...back to work.

When '101 Ways to Avoid Church' fails,
Enhance thy sleeping skills.

Example of scenario: When singing hymnal/praises/worship while closing eyes..

P/S: Don't snore!

Aiyah!! I was so hyped up to continue about the China trip cause I have not reach the climax yet!! (a.k.a. complain) but.. I got a part-time job!! Yay? Nay? Well, I was, to coin my mother's term, 'rotting' at home. Nah.. I'm fine with slacking but it was the $$$ factor. MANGO and mega sales, you bring my wallet doomsday. Where am I working? Promod!! ..and they are having sales next week!! NOO and YAY!! No to horrible customers. Yay to clothes on sales and that brings another No to my wallet again. I'm guessing that I'll spend hopefully a little(Hah! as if) of my paycheck onto ze clothes.. Maybe I should have taken the job at Topshop instead since that they have higher pay but then again, they won't let you work that long and I need to be in heels and MAKEUP!! Makeup totally shut the whole deal off.. also, I like the clothes at Promod better. :D Not a good way to decide on a job but I had wanted to work in restaurant and be near to my ultimate love, FOOD but I was reminded kindly that I have to watch people eating and not do the eating part.

Btw, Bego.. remember that top that you bought from Miss Selfridge? I'm gonna be a horrible friend to say this... MISS SELFRIDGE IS HAVING SALES!!! (and don't tell the whole world I'm working, ok!! That's why I'm not posting on my blog. It's eerie how random people I know suddenly pops up in my blog.)
..which reminds me that I need to check whether PULL AND BEAR is having sales or not.. My money is flying without wings...

Dear goodness god! What was the lasting effect of China? Seriously jacked-up cracked skin. I swore that this is worst than puberty!! but I am willing to trade my face for another trip again. Aaah..China, how I love thee.

( China china CHINA )
Oh, laziness.. I'll continue this in another post

Dang!! Why did THIS happen?!!!

Because of L'Arc~en~Ciel, I posted something again..

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EDIT: Then again, could it just be plain evil typo-error or bad Engrish? Bah!! No use speculating, better wait.